Random Thoughts

disclaimer : this post may be the most random post i've posted!

well, lately, i have so many incident in my life. That incident made me have a lot of thoughts to wonder! yeaaa... really makes me wonder. *not maroon5 song*

i'll write all the thoughts with number by number. okay, there you go.

1. The first thought that really bothered me is, All Indonesian people really makes me sick. They're shameless. When they're violate the traffic, they're never be shame if someone is angry with them. Why i can say like this? because i experienced it directly! well, one day i ride my car to the place i want to go, in the middle of traffic, someone is violate the traffic lamp. It's really dangerous. It can harm others and their ownself. I thought he wants to apologize to the others. However, it was pretty much the opposite. The shameless-guy really angry with someone and start to fight. "Wanna fight?", he said. And  that fight really made the chaos. I was like "sh*t!!!! why is this happening??!" that fight really happened in my face!!! and i saw the fresh-blood flowing like a water in the river. wow, i don't know, is this just a street fight or UFC??! maybe that guy is a black-belt in karate/judo or whatever. Yeaa, it's just a rider's typical in Indonesia. we'll go to the other things. I just can't understand why the politicians are not embarassed when they caught in corruption. representatives of people? are u kidding me? they're never got shame when they're go to the jail!! Our country is sick. The beggars have a lot of money, they have a car, house in their hometown. And what really makes me scared is, they have more than 30 million rupiahs / month. WTF! they have more than most of proffesional officer in our country! what a prick. They never embarassed!

2.Time Issue. I think the most important things in life is our time. Yeaa, we can't turn back time. So, we have to be wise to use our time. What really makes me confused is, i don't know why time really moves so fast!! next month i'll turn to 22! wow, i just can't understand why the time flies! so, we should really be careful to use our time. Oh ya, i think the best gift we can give to someone is our time. Because it means we share our life. So, give your time to your love. Family, friends, your gf/bf/whatever. Because it's dangerous if oneday you dont have a time to spent time with people you love, and someone is excited to listened their story with smile that never faded, and really want to spent their time to your love. Use your time to do your responsibility *i mean always priorize your responsibility* and use the rest of your time to have a relax and quality time.

3. Happiness. Honestly, i really didn't know what happiness is. But what i can say is, happiness is a choice. A months ago, i saw the beggar who made a lot of money. I swear, in 2 hours, she can made more than 200k Rupiah. Wow, it's interesting. But she quit that begging thing. A few months later, i saw her sweep the street, and sell the newspaper in the same place where first i saw her begging. It really touched my heart. And one day, i saw her sit on the side street with her fellow janitors, talking-laughing-smiling and looks like really happy. I saw in the middle of Jakarta's traffic which you know, really sucks. And that thing really made my day. I'm ashamed to always complain, but on the other hand, someone who have less than me really happy with their life. So, i start to be happy. I challenged myself to be happy. Like everyone, I still go through highs and lows, but ultimately I’m completely happy. :)